Post #125: No More Cortez Either!

I should not be permitted to attend Cortez raid as cannon unless I have 33AR cannons.  Since all I did today was muck things up.  Fifth time at Cortez, second time in cannon role, first time with two cannons.  The other cannons were competing on who finished their gate faster and how they only let one mob come out.  I'm standing there trying my hardest, which apparently wasn't hard enough, and had probably up to eight mobs come out before the gate was down.  Used up at least six SCs because the support didn't res me.  But then again, it's my own fault for not being strong enough to finish the gate in the first place.  :\  I don't know what I'm doing wrong because I buffed up and potion up.  All I can think of is having shoddy cannons compared to the other cannons.  Or just being a crappy player.  Both.  I feel so embarrassed.  Cortez raid really shatters any confidence in my abilities that I've built up during the week.

I've never Blocked Whispers before, but there were three people on PM talking to me about cannon.  I was stressed out to the point that I blocked whispers because I didn't want to talk about it anymore.  :\  And the one time I actually blocked whispers I miss an important PM.  LaRo-kun was trying to PM me to catch up.  D:  I think Sword really lost him to Tera.  >.>;  But at least we caught up a bit.  T.T

Today's saving grace was attending Mufasar with senpai which was a very smooth run because I was able to buff (without phone call interruptions), WC'd a few times, and best of all, no Dominator spawnage!  Hallelujah!  BH runs was blessed with appearance of the Blue Crane.

Sorry Maria, I don't know how to use you and Salazar properly, 

so now the two of you won't see the light of day again.

Hector is very tall.

Ferret promised someone a doodle, she will try to get one drawn before bed...